People always say, when life gives you lemon. Make lemonade. My version? When life gives you shit, use them as fertilizer. Or, OR, When life gives you lemon and shit, throw back at them HARD!
I just don't understand why living a simple life can be so so hard? I never expect much, I never ask for more. I'm living life as it is and seriously, I give more than I could offer and I never asking for any returns.
I just wish, each day after work, stressful and heavy workloads from that damn building just 10mins walk down the road, come back to my room and sleep and have my routine workout. But shits do happen don't they?
Maybe I didn't give a clear image, or maybe I'm just not ready to open up myself. Sometimes I do wonder, what's wrong? I do my best, I tried my best, but do I not make myself clear in my words? Arguments after arguments, and there you go, arguments again. I never wanted to argue with you but why you want to think so much bout my words? I mean no harm, no indirect meanings, why are you being so sensitive?
Bahh, I'm so tired or arguments, unresolved arguments and pretend it's nothing wrong. I am a person that need to sort out everything and everything in order. But I've fallen to deep into this, I can't back down right now. Too many parties are involved, I do not wish to hurt anyone else anymore. Everything got their own solutions right? I just gotta wait for the right time.
Please T, my intentions are good. Try not to think so deep into my sentences. I'm a simply person. You are a simple person. Let's just live with our simple life alright? I will not go away. I love you so much than you can ever imagine.
Don't take things for granted. That's all I can say. If not, things will only get worse.
Tuesday, 30 July 2013
Tuesday, 23 July 2013
Double, double double??
Just finished off my second double shift, yup, 2 days continuously double shifts which means 14 hrs working non stop. Phew, I did it, once again. Didn't really expected this, but well, for the sake of the money and due to lack of staffing. It's tiring but I know, it's worth it. Working with my kakaks, and friends, everyday is a wonderful day for me. :)
Some patients and relatives might be extremely a pain in the ass but, yeah, I do love to follow some doctor's rounds. For example today, :
Me : Doctor, one more patient in that room *pointing to him*
Doc : Oh Okay.
Me : Doctor, you need to wear the N95 mask, this patient got PTB. *I was wearing the mask*
Doc : Aiya! No need la, PTB is those for who is immunosuppressant. *walks into the room*
Me : Doctor, I don't care, I scared to be infected.
Doc : The mask looked like a beak, you looked like a duck QUACK QUACK.
HAHAHAHA. I was laughing so hard cause he really did make the quack quack sound in front of the patient!
Working sooo sooo hard like a mad cow, yeah, it's exhausting but as long as think positively and everything's gonna be just fine. Remember, shits do happened, such as working with shitty people that is superb lazy and doctors who made you look like an idiot or relatives just want to find some tiny faults on you.
Never give up, I can do it, everyday's a new challenge, working means money. All these I've been telling myself everyday to keep me going. And I'm gonna be stronger each day. :)
Some patients and relatives might be extremely a pain in the ass but, yeah, I do love to follow some doctor's rounds. For example today, :
Me : Doctor, one more patient in that room *pointing to him*
Doc : Oh Okay.
Me : Doctor, you need to wear the N95 mask, this patient got PTB. *I was wearing the mask*
Doc : Aiya! No need la, PTB is those for who is immunosuppressant. *walks into the room*
Me : Doctor, I don't care, I scared to be infected.
Doc : The mask looked like a beak, you looked like a duck QUACK QUACK.
HAHAHAHA. I was laughing so hard cause he really did make the quack quack sound in front of the patient!
Working sooo sooo hard like a mad cow, yeah, it's exhausting but as long as think positively and everything's gonna be just fine. Remember, shits do happened, such as working with shitty people that is superb lazy and doctors who made you look like an idiot or relatives just want to find some tiny faults on you.
Never give up, I can do it, everyday's a new challenge, working means money. All these I've been telling myself everyday to keep me going. And I'm gonna be stronger each day. :)
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| Second shift :) |
Tuesday, 16 July 2013
At last...
At last...he's officially graduated!!! YAAAAYY!! After 1 yr graduated from his university life, at last he had his graduation ceremony. I didn't attend the whole thing though cause I was working morning shift. So, after work I've straight changed to my dress and rush to SPCC (Sunway Pyramid Convention Centre). Didn't manage to take much pictures because when I went in, I already met him at door front.
I can't recognize hi at first because I didn't wear my glasses. I was wondering, who's the big guy over there. So tall and big HAHAHAHA. Oh okay, it's my boyfriend *giggling*.
The food inside was so so only. Not much of choice, but because I was starving, so I grabbed whichever food that's edible, well, all food are edible there. Chatted and meet up with his family, saying hi to his friends. Gosh, I miss my graduation, but too bad I got my Diploma cert only and not be able to wear the 'proud' square hat. Now not, but future might be hehehe.
After that we proceed to Subang area to look for photo studio. Took some pictures of his proud hat and robe.
I can't recognize hi at first because I didn't wear my glasses. I was wondering, who's the big guy over there. So tall and big HAHAHAHA. Oh okay, it's my boyfriend *giggling*.
The food inside was so so only. Not much of choice, but because I was starving, so I grabbed whichever food that's edible, well, all food are edible there. Chatted and meet up with his family, saying hi to his friends. Gosh, I miss my graduation, but too bad I got my Diploma cert only and not be able to wear the 'proud' square hat. Now not, but future might be hehehe.
After that we proceed to Subang area to look for photo studio. Took some pictures of his proud hat and robe.
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| Top from left (Charleston, me, Terry, Joshua, Bronson) Bottom from left ( his mom, his dad, Josh's dad and mom) |
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| Yup, that's my boy :))) |
Thursday, 11 July 2013
Expired, abandoned?
Yeah, here am I writing a post in this abandoned, old blog of mine. Last post is like, 1 year + ago? hahaha. So so much has happened during these 1 year plus of mine. Shifting to a whole new working environment, been through so much thick and thins with my friends, break ups and finding a new love of mine. *shy*
Well, hmm... It's almost been a year since I shifted to Sunway Medical Centre to work, away from my old hospital Assunta, meeting new colleagues, meeting new friends and making new best friends. I love my job, really. Life as a nurse never been easy, live to care for others' lives is never never an easy job. But, definitely, when the tough gets tougher, I'll become even stronger than before.
Almost a year I' working as a staff nurse in Sunmed. Wanted so much to transfer to Accident and Emergency department a.k.a A & E. But the sister just won't let me go, always says had enough staffing but the fact is? NURSES ARE NEVER ENOUGH, NOT IN SUNMED, NOT IN MALAYSIA, NEVER IN THIS WORLD.
I guess, it's enough of writing. I think I'll blog ore often. As it's just too stressful to keep it to myself, and I'll just blog it out. I know this blog no one's reading it anymore, but oh well, acts as a diary of mine.
Till next time <3
Well, hmm... It's almost been a year since I shifted to Sunway Medical Centre to work, away from my old hospital Assunta, meeting new colleagues, meeting new friends and making new best friends. I love my job, really. Life as a nurse never been easy, live to care for others' lives is never never an easy job. But, definitely, when the tough gets tougher, I'll become even stronger than before.
Almost a year I' working as a staff nurse in Sunmed. Wanted so much to transfer to Accident and Emergency department a.k.a A & E. But the sister just won't let me go, always says had enough staffing but the fact is? NURSES ARE NEVER ENOUGH, NOT IN SUNMED, NOT IN MALAYSIA, NEVER IN THIS WORLD.
I guess, it's enough of writing. I think I'll blog ore often. As it's just too stressful to keep it to myself, and I'll just blog it out. I know this blog no one's reading it anymore, but oh well, acts as a diary of mine.
Till next time <3
Friday, 25 May 2012
That's what Friends for...Right?
I love my friends, always. Some of them hurt me over and over again, but I still do forgive them. Am I stupid? Someone says I'm a bit of special case cause I trust people very easily, so I take that as an insult cause it's indirectly saying I'm stupid tsk tsk tsk.
I'm graduating in 1 month time. After these 3 long years, I gain a lot of friends, true ones as well as I lost a few of them. I even have to wear my fake face to face them, it's suffering but well, can't help it, they are being fake to me, why should I be true to them?
I always experience this, whenever we're graduating, or leaving high school or something, I will find my good friends but unfortunately most of them have to go back to their own hometown. Definitely will keep in touch with each other, take bus, take train, tumpang kereta orang or I'll do whatever to meet them. If...I got the time, cause this occupation rarely provides me with sufficient time and energy to travel around for a long time.
Went for early morning jog with my friend, and we walked a the way to Taman Jaya and run for 2 and the half rounds cause the sun is coming out and we're kind of lazy. Today was a failed jogging session cause I normally jog for at least 6-7 rounds :( After that, we walked to nearest kopitam and had a wonderful Pork Noodle. YUMMMAAAY! Had to wait for like 30mins cause the sunty haven't open the shop yet. So we sat around, chit chat, ate the 'chu yuk fun' and went back to college.
Bought 2 pieces of egg tarts for my darlings and I realized something important. Even though the tarts is not expensive nor anything special bout it. But it does make some difference in our hearts, especially when it makes my friend super happy just because of the tarts, she's a pig, severe food lover so I can't blame her hahaha. My friends happy, so am I.
Will spend more time with them for the last few weeks, cause after this, I don't know when will we meet again. Maybe few months once? Once a year? Hopefully will meet each other more often cause I need some crazy friends to go crazy and wild with me once in a while to release stress. As in really release stress hahaha!
I'm graduating in 1 month time. After these 3 long years, I gain a lot of friends, true ones as well as I lost a few of them. I even have to wear my fake face to face them, it's suffering but well, can't help it, they are being fake to me, why should I be true to them?
I always experience this, whenever we're graduating, or leaving high school or something, I will find my good friends but unfortunately most of them have to go back to their own hometown. Definitely will keep in touch with each other, take bus, take train, tumpang kereta orang or I'll do whatever to meet them. If...I got the time, cause this occupation rarely provides me with sufficient time and energy to travel around for a long time.
Went for early morning jog with my friend, and we walked a the way to Taman Jaya and run for 2 and the half rounds cause the sun is coming out and we're kind of lazy. Today was a failed jogging session cause I normally jog for at least 6-7 rounds :( After that, we walked to nearest kopitam and had a wonderful Pork Noodle. YUMMMAAAY! Had to wait for like 30mins cause the sunty haven't open the shop yet. So we sat around, chit chat, ate the 'chu yuk fun' and went back to college.
Bought 2 pieces of egg tarts for my darlings and I realized something important. Even though the tarts is not expensive nor anything special bout it. But it does make some difference in our hearts, especially when it makes my friend super happy just because of the tarts, she's a pig, severe food lover so I can't blame her hahaha. My friends happy, so am I.
Will spend more time with them for the last few weeks, cause after this, I don't know when will we meet again. Maybe few months once? Once a year? Hopefully will meet each other more often cause I need some crazy friends to go crazy and wild with me once in a while to release stress. As in really release stress hahaha!
Gastritis strikes again...
I've been eating normally and according to time. I was wondering where is this stupid gastritis came from. The feeling of nauseated is unbearable. The reflux, the bloating tummy, tried to vomit out but can't. It's torturing. I'm the kind of girl that will never let my stomach empty. I will keep on finding food and stuffs to put into my mouth. Maybe because of that got some bacterial infection in my tummy? By the way, I'm chewing on roasted spicy green peas and drinking my homemade vico ice right now. YUM YUM~!
Some people said that maybe due to stress. But I never let myself in stressful state before how to be stress? Well, I really need to watch out for my food intake. No spicy, no spices, no acidic food. But I'm in love with CHILLY PADI. How not to eat spicy food you tell me?
My baby boy said that try to calm down and don't put so many things in my head. He told me to work hard, play hard, die young and no stress. Okay, I think I should listen to him and party hard every week bwahahaha!
I'm glad I have someone that always stays beside me no matter what. That truly understands me whenever I'm down and stressed. Even though he might be quite stupid and dumb in some way, but still he's the best guy I've ever had in my life. Never fail to cheer me up and shares my problems with. Once in a while will throw my ultimate tantrum on him and scolding him without reasons, and diverting the problem into smaller problems and totally out of topic.
9 more months, it's not long and it's not considered short, but I can't wait for the moment for him to come back to me. I never shed a tear during his departure, I bet when I receive him back from Australia, I'll cry like a pig. No make up on that day definitely, if not I can't imagine how would my face look like haha.
These time were hard, yeah it's making us crazy. Don't give up on me baby.
-For the First Time by The Script-
The lyrics are meaningful and it describes bout us most of it.
Oh yeah, I found some very good friends. But too bad I found them when we're separating soon. All of them going back to their own hospital. I found my party kaki, I found a kakis that can share problems with me and of course, they are a good company. I love you Y and S. Friends forever. Muaaahh~!
Some people said that maybe due to stress. But I never let myself in stressful state before how to be stress? Well, I really need to watch out for my food intake. No spicy, no spices, no acidic food. But I'm in love with CHILLY PADI. How not to eat spicy food you tell me?
My baby boy said that try to calm down and don't put so many things in my head. He told me to work hard, play hard, die young and no stress. Okay, I think I should listen to him and party hard every week bwahahaha!
I'm glad I have someone that always stays beside me no matter what. That truly understands me whenever I'm down and stressed. Even though he might be quite stupid and dumb in some way, but still he's the best guy I've ever had in my life. Never fail to cheer me up and shares my problems with. Once in a while will throw my ultimate tantrum on him and scolding him without reasons, and diverting the problem into smaller problems and totally out of topic.
9 more months, it's not long and it's not considered short, but I can't wait for the moment for him to come back to me. I never shed a tear during his departure, I bet when I receive him back from Australia, I'll cry like a pig. No make up on that day definitely, if not I can't imagine how would my face look like haha.
These time were hard, yeah it's making us crazy. Don't give up on me baby.
-For the First Time by The Script-
The lyrics are meaningful and it describes bout us most of it.
Oh yeah, I found some very good friends. But too bad I found them when we're separating soon. All of them going back to their own hospital. I found my party kaki, I found a kakis that can share problems with me and of course, they are a good company. I love you Y and S. Friends forever. Muaaahh~!
Wednesday, 23 May 2012
Life's Unfair but I'll Fight for It
Life is always unfair. Never been fair. For one moment everything's is under your control, and you expect the expected but at the last minute, it never turns out to be the one you're expecting, and guess what? It pulls you down, lower than the ground to the hell.
That's what I'm going through right now. Luckily I stayed positive, found some innocent people to let me shouted and whined at, and had an 1 hour 1/2 mins sleep, I'm alright once again. I'm Chin Hui again whee!
But still, this incident really made me think hard on my life. Yes I'm still a student for few more weeks I considered. And YOU, YOU! SOME of YOU should have some sympathy on us STUDENTS! And we'll be sitting our most important exam in our Nursing life and our whole life depends on it, and you reluctantly, hak yan changly refused to sign for it. I left just that tiny mini sign and everyone's got it after doing the both procedure and you gave me a illogical reason and only signed one?! Walao ehhhh. I really cannot accept it. We stayed up late, purposely walk back and forth from college to hospital site and at last. Did it, fought so hard for it, and this time is the first time I really did this hard for something. Maybe I'm just too over confident and taking things for granted.
I've learnt my lesson, never expect the expected but always expect the unexpected, because bad things might turn up at the last moment and at least you've prepared well for it. Who knows if it turns out to be good, and you'll enjoy the best moment out of it right?
Positive aura coming back to me again. Mind cleared from those stupid people. Eyes opened to see those who appreciate and cared for me. Heart is freed from pessimistic stuffs.
Conclusion, I'm myself again!! =D
That's what I'm going through right now. Luckily I stayed positive, found some innocent people to let me shouted and whined at, and had an 1 hour 1/2 mins sleep, I'm alright once again. I'm Chin Hui again whee!
But still, this incident really made me think hard on my life. Yes I'm still a student for few more weeks I considered. And YOU, YOU! SOME of YOU should have some sympathy on us STUDENTS! And we'll be sitting our most important exam in our Nursing life and our whole life depends on it, and you reluctantly, hak yan changly refused to sign for it. I left just that tiny mini sign and everyone's got it after doing the both procedure and you gave me a illogical reason and only signed one?! Walao ehhhh. I really cannot accept it. We stayed up late, purposely walk back and forth from college to hospital site and at last. Did it, fought so hard for it, and this time is the first time I really did this hard for something. Maybe I'm just too over confident and taking things for granted.
I've learnt my lesson, never expect the expected but always expect the unexpected, because bad things might turn up at the last moment and at least you've prepared well for it. Who knows if it turns out to be good, and you'll enjoy the best moment out of it right?
Positive aura coming back to me again. Mind cleared from those stupid people. Eyes opened to see those who appreciate and cared for me. Heart is freed from pessimistic stuffs.
Conclusion, I'm myself again!! =D
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