I won't say nor promise that I've found my 'the one'. But one thing for sure, I will make sure and do my best to make him as my love of my life and 'the one' for me. For someone to accept each other's imperfections and making that imperfection perfect, that's what is needed most in a relationship.
I will never say that my relationship goes super well in the beginning. At first, I admit that I only like him, in fact, I felt he's a really nice guy, and willing to sacrifice whole lot for me, I was thinking, why not, it's worth a try. I always felt he's super annoying with his cute-ness cause I really do hate cute people. And he's a GUY, GUY, MALE! And he's cute, oh gosh, I just put myself into trouble. Who knows when time goes by, I saw his effort, his willingness, and his, every little behaviours, do mean something.
Then I realize something, people always say, couples always do say, I can't without him/her. This is totally not true, if it's so, how do you survive the period when you haven't met him/her? I realize that, we need to have the responsibility towards your another half as well as yourself. Making each other happy, making each other felt loved, is a commitment. A commitment that makes you willingly to do anything and do your very best for each other.
He's in Kuantan now for work, and I'm gonna meet him tomorrow. Can't wait for him. I miss you so much Terry. I really do.
