I'll be stronger. Definitely.

It's 5.40am and I'm awake for psychiatric posting. I've been a walking zombie since Monday this week. Having only 4-5 hours sleep per day, sweating for the whole morning in HKL, came back have to practice dancing and have to deal with my personal problems.

Phone hasn't been ringing for quite a time now and I'm adapting well =). I've learn and think the positive way from it which is I'm actually quite enjoying the peacefulness in my life now, without have to hold my phone all the time and texting here and there.

Later when I go HKL, again 18 of us have to hear the screaming and scolding, wait! Not from the patient, but from 'someone' who's scarier than the patient. Today is the last day, I promised I'm tough enough to go through this week means I'll do it for sure.

I miss my hometown, I miss my fellow friends which is now I think almost all of them are all over the country now. I miss the time when I told them I'm in Ipoh, we will go out together and hang out, but this time I guess when I'm back to Ipoh, no one's going out to yum cha with me already :(

Did you know that the people that seem the strongest are usually the most sensitive? ~ Did you know that the people who exhibit the most kindness are usually the first to get mistreated? ~ Did you know the ones who take care of others all the time are usually the ones that need it the most? ~ Did you know the 3 hardest things to say are: I love you, I'm sorry and Help me?

I guess I gotta get dress up now, don't want to be late for my breakfast downstairs :) Till next time

A better day tomorrow =)