Posted to Hospital Kuala Lumpur for a week for psychiatric posting. Yeah, psychiatric but if you went in there and I don't tell you it's a psychiatric ward, you probably won't realize because most of the patient there are quite...healthy. Yes, I do meant it ok? There are healthy because they take medicine everyday and on time. You try to face those that disobedient and didn't take medicine. You'll probably at clinic or hospital stitching yourself at the forehead or somewhere around your body already.
They are actually quite cute, mostly consist of schizophrenia patient, mania and depressed patient. They can laugh as loud as they can and the other second they can be crying at the corner and forgets who you are. Even though they might be quite aggressive sometimes but it's a very good experience. You can see how they went through their life and what caused them to be in such a condition.
2 more days to go and hopefully I won't get Bipolar Disorder myself. I've been lacking of sleep, talking excessively, eating excessively and very energetic. Maybe I'm too stressed because got the 'someone' that accompany us to HKL is nagging and scolding each and everyday. I don't mind being scolded but when I did something right and got scolded for no reason, that's what I hate the most.
This Saturday is my college, Tun Tan Cheng Lock 50th anniversary. Well, actually I'm quite proud of it but...have to perform for it. Practice dancing everyday and lacking of sleep, I really don't know where my energy came from. Well, I'll just treat it as exercise and can slim down as I've been eating a lot these few days. Steamboat, rice, snacks and a lot of fatty food. My tummy! Someone said my tummy got bigger and my face got rounder! Damn it!
After this week, I'm sure it'll be a better week next week.
I really do hope there's someone out there to listen to my problems and take care of me. Not much, just be my good listener is enough.
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| Will you be there for me? |
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| I need you |
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