Now it's 7.28am, I've just finish my night shift in Emergency Department. Yesterday night was a bloody night, a few cases of accident. Saw an upper lip splitted into 2. Yes, into TWO. Imagine the picture yourself. Motor vehicle accidents occurred almost every day and soon the very 'memorable' accident of mine will reached 3 years old next Wednesday, 31st of August which is a MERDEKA DAY.
As a nurse, we can't express ourselves much in front of public especially in our uniform. In other words, we have to be professional. No crying, no showing to others that we felt disgusted or annoyed, we can only show one robotic face which is =) . It's not that we are cold-blooded, just that we are used to these kind of situation that we don't even know how to express ourselves anymore. We care for others, we need others to care for us too. We can get exhausted and eventually go to stupor stage.
Well, somehow I managed to release my stress 3 days ago. I went to Genting! YES, Genting! after 3 years of not stepping to Genting, thanks to my friend for willing to drive me there. Even though it's just a 5 hours one-day-trip. It worthed. I shouted, I laughed and I played till the max. Well, as I said, things happened unexpectedly, even though it was a happy day, somehow God is fair, it turns out to be, ahem...not so good day afterall. We got lost during the journey back. Nah, sounds easy for you all but not easy for me though. Not going to tell the details anyway. See the pictures, it tells you everything.
Tasty? =) |
Free food for Chin Hui :) |
Yummy! |
ya, as a nurse really have to have a robot smile, and we do need care from others... not just expecting endless love and care from us....
ReplyDeletebut seldom people can do that, so we'll just have to accept the fact that we always give rather than receiving
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