Stay Positive!!! I did it!!

Today is considered the baddest day of the week for me. The most unlucky day. Damn! But, amazingly, I kept myself calm and cool. I did not let my hot temper go wild. A few bad things had happened to me. Not to hurt me physically but still those little tiny mini things will made me gone crazy for normal days.

Let me list out the unlucky incidences that occurred to me today.

1) Argue with a BABI last night caused me insomnia till 2am. Fine, today morning shift, I drank a cup of coffee to kept me going for the whole shift.

2) Didn't slept that well cause had nightmare for the third day consistently. This time about car crash. Bad bad sign.

3) Due to the empty stomach early in the morning, and I'm in the busiest team this morning, I've expected myself will not have my tea time. So, I cooked tom yam maggie + egg this morning at 6am =P. Finish eating, wanted to go out and wash my bowl, pooom! Tom yam all over my uniform! Oh yeah, and the eggs too. All over the floor and I left 20 mins to go to the ward. I quickly took off my uniform, put it in a pail of water realizing that's the last ironed set of uniform, desperately, I quickly go take my un-iron uniform and it look like shit :(. Wipe my floor, put on the new uniform and rush to hospital. SWEATY!!!

4) Reached the ward, manage to copy all the inhalations and it turns out damn loads of them. All have to give in the morning, and I'm the only senior in the team. Fine~

5) Then my junior got scolded for nothing but HER. But since I'm a good senior I helped her to give a good feedback xD. But still, YOU shouldn't scold us 'students' cause we did a lot of things that you won't know.

6) During lunch time, my 'beloved' junior, went for her lunch for more than 30 mins, I think bout 40mins+, and she haven't came back. This seriously made me a bit mad cause I'm starving and in a hypoglycemic state. Restless and diaphoresis.  I don't care anymore, cause staff told me to go eat and don't wait for her.

7) Went to toilet, open the tap water and all splashed onto my uniform, again! My uniform is white and can see through! Arggghhh!

I wrote this as 3.07pm, even though I might not know what the following bad things will happen to me after this hour, I'll still stay positive no matter what.

I've learn a lesson, care less, hurt less. I didn't expect people will return the 'care' I gave them but at least, give me some care ok? I'm tired mentally and physically. If I kept on giving and not receiving, I really scared I might lose my mind, very very soon. That time you can't blame me for being unreasonable and throwing my tantrum.

Amazingly, I still keeping my sanity intact LOL because the whole day I've been telling myself, behind all the bad stuffs, surely God will give a little good thing to me. Even if it's minor, it's still considered a blessing.

I definitely not going to let this to ruin my day!! Hiek hiek ROAR!!!